wells. i have 1 last free day left.
today.
tml im getting my first prelims paper.
de art one. bloody hell it sucks big time.
im always the first to start exams and the last to finish.
sucks.
its not fair man.
why must we have de first 3 months?
then i dont have to slave for this prelims
then i can take my time to do it well.
why?
sucks.

hmmmm. im so gonna miss everyone.
like when choo was saying how she has abt 2 mths left with us and wants to give us the best now.
den i got upset cos i have to leave this place ive grown to love.
ok maybe not this PLACE, but the people i meet.
and who knows if our paths will cross after the NY years?
and i know how i bitch about our skool alot, but when it comes down to the bottom its where all my memories are ya?
sigh.probably also why i choose the theme of Continuity and timelessness for my art.
everything is linked, you just gotta see the links.

and i was so pissed off by my choir.
i know i loff them. thats why im pissed.
they dont see the issue of not going to Prague's importance.
it cant be substituted by any local exposure simply cos we arent good enough!
you are the ones that will suffer, not me, cos im outta here next year! cant you have the foresight to plan ahead? argh.
and im so pissed that some of you (seniors included) are not willing to make sacrifices. i so badly wanted to go, and thanks to the few of you, its finished.
you just pricked my nice little bubble there.
so thank you very much.

at least that makes the decision for me if i want to go to family camp in dec? i think. i mite.

stop slacking! argh. i irk at my procrastination, but i cant seem to do anything that will motivate me. antipathy isnt good but still, how? i dont know.

reliving the pain a second time just isnt worth it.
im determined not to fall into that same abyss again.